She loves me...she loves me not...

A sad-cute picture about following situation. I´m sorry for the massive text-wall of doom, but it´s just needed for a fully satisfied explanation. QAQ

Each time after Fushishi master-kankuro.deviantart.com/… met Shizuka fav.me/d4o00da , it ended up into quite a disaster, because external circumstances always heavily interruped them for a nice calm chatting.

Last time, one of Shizuka´s guardians searched for her and guided her at home. Poor Fushishi and his family were quite insulted by that Tentacruel-guardian, because the Dokubustu-clan, where he works and to where Shizuka belongs to isn´t very fond towards Kabuki-actors.

But also Mari (a Mismagius-chara) was reminded about her dreadful past by already simply looking at Shizuka´s hood.
(The past involved an evil Ivsaur...)

Now Shizuka had send a letter with some explaining and apologizing words to Fushishi. (see italic written part)

After reading it, Fushishi surely is very insecure what to do.
To his (un)luck, small miniature-Venusaur-blossoms are popping out of his hair, which means that he´s truely fallen in love.

The very compliacted circumstances about the two very oppositing clans and his own desire to finally get his fitting woman leads him to the desperade action to pull out the small flowers.
(It somehow hurts like a neddle´s sting for each one)

Will he solve the problem or get lost in his despair?
I´ll see if I ever get the chance again to RP some further times...

Now here comes the letter´s content:

Dear respectful Fushishi Aragoto,

I have to deeply apologize for the harsh behavor of my loyal guardian.
He got scoled for this disrespectful manner towards you and your respectful family and I hope such a thing wouldn´t repeat again.

It´s good to have written this letter, before someone or something wants to interrupt me again, because I have to apologize for further things as well too.

Things hadn´t developped well during our last meeting since the psychic past of Miss Mari, which was shown to us all. It surely has to be very traumatic for her, but it´s also a huge insult to simply connect me with that evil person involving in her past.

But these very mind-twisting events forced me to rethink about some of my past behaviors. I know now how it feels to be that missjudged by prejudice people. And I also have the bad feeling that I did the same to to you and your family.

But let me explain my reasons, which also are the same like my clan´s general point of view about you Kabuki-actors.
I haven´t told this to anyone outside my family before, so please keep this to yourself. After these very misfortunate meetings between us, you have to deserve to at least know some further things about me.

As you may have noticed after visiting my home, my parents aren´t my real ones, although they love me at least like them and I´m very grateful for this blessing.

My real mom did felt in love with a Kabuki-actor. He really seemed to be a charming person, because mother asked my clan to give him a chance to live with them. It was the first light of hope after the long feude-like relationship between our clan and Kabuki-actors in general.
You surely may already know it that the theatre-business in the same narrow area for both -Bunraku-pupeteers and Kabuk-actors- isn´t healthy.

Back to my dear mum and the man, who supposed to be my real father...after I was born, he showed his true colors.
Being quite concerned about good looking, he was very displeased about my appearinace. -these markings in my face I just need to mention- So this filthy person demaned the most dreadful desicion from my poor mother. Either to give away me and follow him, or to leave him while keeping me.
I´m so glad and happy, that she had choosen me over him.
The poison-punishment from my mother served him straight-right, but shortly after this moment, she went sick and passed away. And I was raisd by my honourful foster-parents. They did the best to fulfill mothers last wish by educating me to a professional puppeteer.

This incident was a very strong confirmation for my clan to do not trust superficial people. We are aware that actors own a great rhetoric style to charm others.

About you, I did noticed that you were interested into me by especiallythe scent, we Venusaurs are releasing. I also acceped the fact that you couldn´t noticed my kind by the first glance, because we surely are becoming more and more rare.
But I also can guess that your strict clan-rules doesn´t allow you to own a woman other than a Venusaur, to keep the mainline alive.
That´s why I have to ask you now, if you are REALLY interested into me or just due the morely despair to fulfill your clan´s destination.

Normally women don´t have much to determinate, but I´m blessed enought to be raised in a clan, where we DO have the chance of selfrealisation.
I won´t like to end up in the same fate like my poor mother, that´s why I have to be that cautious.
Maybe a small time-period of distance can help us all to reorder our thoughts and believes.

If you´re as honest and upright as I truely hope, you´ll hopefully get an idea how to proofe your true intentions.
An actor like you is blessed with creativity.
But I have to warn you, especially my guadian takes our clan´s philosophy quite seriously, so don´t try to mess up with him, or you may not only loose your face, but also put shame on your respectful clan.
But thanks to your first polite action by bringing back my precious puppet, my dear parents seems to regain some hope towards the kind of yours.
Please don´t ruin it, because I fear that THAN this mental scar wouldn´t heal ever again. I can´t let such a thing happen to them.

Please keep these words in your mind, if you feel ready for this possible life-challenge.

Sincierly,
Shizuka Dokubutsu

P.S: Thank you for instinctivly protecing me from Miss Mari´s weird action, even without knowing what would happen and the danger of a psychic-attack, which are so hurtful towards our kind.


Mari the Mismagius belongs to Tyro-Jerrit-Heartnot